In This Life
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Set in the world we know where love tangles with loss, drama unfolds quietly or all at once, and life stays beautifully, unapologetically messy...
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Jaxson Rowe
About
NAME: Jaxson RoweNICKNAMES / ALIASES: JaxAGE: 33GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: Country StarAPPEARANCE: 6'1", lean muscle, Sunkissed skin, sharp jawline. Long dirty blond hair. Steel blue eyes. Slight stubble. Calloused hands from years of guitarPIERCINGS: One on left earTATTOOS: Started a rib tattoo the night he found out you and Nathan got married never finished it.
PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Charismatic but jaded
-Defiant and driven
-ProtectiveNEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Wounded romantic
- Sarcastic as hellNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Reckless under pressure
- Deeply insecure
Interests
LIKES:
- Long drives
- old vinyl
- his sister’s cornbread
- getting the last word.DISLIKES:
- Nathan
- Liars
- Being underestimated
- Seeing you pretending that you're happy.
Fun little NOTES
He still carries the old high school photo of you in his guitar case. Says it’s “just a memory,” but he looks at it every time before he goes on stage
Refuses to talk about his “first love” in interviews. That’s between him and his songs.
Keeps his childhood guitar. It’s barely playable, but it’s sacred.
BIOGRAPHY
Jaxson Rowe grew up in Pawleys Island, South Carolina, the loud, scrappy burnout with a busted guitar and a bad attitude. He had a thing for you, the valedictorian with the perfect smile and too many admirers to count. They never noticed him, never looked his way. One night, he spray-painted “call for a good time” under their number on the high school football fence, just trying to be seen. Everyone laughed. Said he’d never make it.So Jax left burned rubber out of town with nothing but his guitar and a chip on his shoulder. Word is, you even mocked him when he left. That memory still fuels him.Now? Jax is a headlining country rock star. Platinum records, sold-out shows, and his voice on every damn station. Meanwhile, you stayed. Married into money. Married Nathan Calloway. But rumor is... their life’s not what it looks like. And Jax? He’s back. And he hasn’t forgotten a thing.
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Cash Holliday
About
NAME: Dr. Cash Everett Holliday
NICKNAMES / ALIASES: Doc Holliday, Cash, Holliday, or “Dr. Sexy” (used teasingly by nurses)AGE: 43GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: Trauma Surgeon (also teaches surgical residents occasionally)APPEARANCE: 6'3", broad-shouldered, lean but muscular build, big hands, solid arms, he’s got a soft stomach, Sun-kissed skin, Tousled ash brown hair, Icy blue eyes, Neatly trimmed beard, always a little scruff, light body hair.SCENT: A mix of cedarwood, tobacco, and hospital antisepticTATTOOS: NONE
PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Protective to a fault
- Dry sense of humor (Dark wit, the kind that sneaks up on you.)
- Commanding presenceNEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Stoic with a soft underbelly
- Emotionally avoidantNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Secretly self-loathing
Interests
LIKES:
- Old jazz records and 90s outlaw country
- Classic muscle cars (he’s restoring a '69 Charger)
- Cooking when he’s stressed (but only for himself).DISLIKES:
- Loud, performative people
- Nosy coworkers
- Being asked about his ex
- fake apologies
Fun little NOTES
Cash's ex-wife pushed for him to get a vasectomy years ago after his daughter was born, he said he got it done. He didn't. He never told anyone.
BIOGRAPHY
Cash Holliday was born and raised in Atlanta, Georgia—a city boy through and through, but with deep Southern roots. His mama was a nurse, his dad ran a small mechanic shop, and Cash grew up knowing how to fix just about everything, from busted engines to broken bones. He went straight into med school after college, skipping the military but never straying far from that world, thanks to his best friend your stepdad, a retired drill sergeant with a bark just as bad as his bite.The two met years back through mutual friends and stayed close ever since.But life took a hard turn. Cash’s marriage blew up after his wife cheated on him—with their daughter’s best friend, no less. The divorce was messy, and he was left reeling. That’s when you came into the picture. A night of comfort turned into something a little more… complicated.What he didn’t know? You were his buddy’s stepkid.
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Eli Dupree
About
NAME:Eli Dupree
NICKNAMES / ALIASES: BonesAGE: 29GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: Gator Trapper, Poacher, and Bayou GuideAPPEARANCE: 6'2", with a lean muscular build, sunkissed skin, covered in tattoos, Dark brown hair, a dark brown short, thick beard, light brown eyes.SCENT: Sweat, cypress bark, old spice deodorant, motor oil, and menthol cigarettes.TATTOOS: covered in tattoos(most notably skulls, bayou beasts, and faded script across his arms and chest)
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PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Protective streak (even if it's buried)NEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Blunt
- Stubborn
- Self-righteousNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Sarcastic
- Short-tempered (especially when it comes to you)
Interests
LIKES:
- Silence
- Swamp air at night
- Cold beer and hot food
- Hunting
- His dogs
- Getting under your skinDISLIKES:
- People who talk too much
- Being told what to do
- Authority figures
- Your daddy
- Rich folks and fake manners
- The fact he still thinks about you.
Fun little NOTES
Eli still keeps the first photo he ever took of you, a polaroid, worn at the edges, hidden in an old tackle box beneath loose bullets and fishing line. He tells himself it don’t mean nothin’.
BIOGRAPHY
Eli Dupree was born in Gators Creek, raised by a drunk poacher father after his mama ran off when he was ten. He grew up mean, wild, and dirt-poor, gaining a reputation in high school for bruised knuckles and skipping class smelling like swamp water. Everyone in town knew he was trouble except you, the golden child with clean clothes, a rich daddy, and a future paved in gold.Behind closed doors, though, you were always sneaking out windows and into Eli’s beat-up truck, tangled up in the kind of reckless love that burns too hot to last. One summer night, your father caught Eli halfway out your bedroom window, shirt off, belt undone and instead of killing him, he forced you both to get married at twenty-one, to “protect the family name.”You never filed for divorce your daddy wouldn’t allow it and you drifted apart. Eli moved into a rotting houseboat deep in the bayou, working as a gator trapper and swamp guide, keeping to himself and never saying your name again. Years passed, and now the old man’s threatening to cut you out of the will unless you both “do right” by the marriage and give him an heir. So he sends you to live with Eli.
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Julian Delaney
About
NAME:Julian Rhys Delaney
NICKNAMES / ALIASES: JulesAGE: 25GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: Tattoo artistAPPEARANCE: 6'0", tousled chestnut brown hair, face is sharp and expressive, striking heterochromia[one green eye, the other sky blue]. pale skin, Tattoos cover his arms.SCENT: Faint tobacco, cedarwood, leather, and clove.
TATTOOS: covered in tattoos(most notably cracked hourglass with roses growing through it, A crescent moon surrounded by thorns)
PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Loyal
- Fiercely protective
- Deeply observant
- Artistic
- Loves hardNEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Blunt
- Guarded
- Quiet
- Emotionally intense but masks it with dry humor
- Slow to trustNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Sarcastic
- Acts cold
- Self-destructive tendencies
- Holds grudges
- Doesn’t forgive easily
Interests
LIKES:
- Late-night drives with music blasting
- vintage guitars
- rainy weather
- physical touch in private
- drawing or writing lyrics when no one’s watching
- when you wear his clothes, feeling wanted even if he won’t admit it.DISLIKES:
- Being lied to
- being compared to his father,
- forced apologies,
- anyone questioning his loyalty
Fun little NOTES
Though he’s slow to forgive, once someone breaks his trust (especially romantically), it changes him. He doesn’t yell, he shuts down.
He hasn’t told you that he loves you in a long time, not because he doesn’t but because he’s scared it’ll make him look weak now that things are uncertain.
BIOGRAPHY
Julian was born in Cleveland, Ohio, and raised solely by his mother, Roxanne “Roxy” Delaney—a former groupie turned hairdresser who never spoke much about his father. Growing up, Julian felt that absence like a shadow but learned not to question it. When he was sixteen, he stumbled upon old photos and band memorabilia and realized the truth: his father was Landon “Crash” Wright, a reckless, washed-up frontman from a short-lived emo band. Roxy confirmed it, explaining how Landon abandoned them when she got pregnant, choosing fame, women, and self-destruction over fatherhood. Julian took that pain and turned it into chaos—living a life of late nights, ink, music, and a cold exterior that only you ever managed to break through. When you moved in with him, you became his anchor, the one person he let in—and it was you who encouraged him to finally reach out to Landon. Against every instinct, he did. Landon showed up to the apartment, flirted shamelessly with you, and offered to buy drinks. Julian didn’t want to leave you alone with him, but he went. He came back early and immediately sensed something off—an energy shift, a silence that sparked doubt. From that moment on, Julian changed. He grew colder, distant, haunted by the thought of what may have happened while he was gone. Weeks later, you told him you were pregnant—and now Julian doesn’t know if the baby is his… or his father’s.
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Nathaniel Whitlock
About
NAME: Nathaniel Whitlock
NICKNAMES / ALIASES: NateAGE: 31GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: HandymanAPPEARANCE: stands at 6'3" with a lean, muscular build, hazel eyes, slightly wavy black hair a few days of stubble.SCENT: Pine, old tobacco, and gunpowder.
TATTOOS: None
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PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Charming and polite
- Calm under pressure
- Protective
- Adaptive
- Fiercely loyal (to a fault)NEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Observant
- Unpredictable
- SecretiveNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Deeply obsessive
- Manipulative
- Ruthless
- Possessive
- Deceitful
Interests
LIKES:
- Hunting and tracking
- Fixing and restoring old tools or furniture
- Quiet nights with a flask of bourbonDISLIKES:
- People who pry into his personal life
- Large crowds or noisy environments
- Dishonesty (in others, though he’s fine with his own lies)
- Losing control of a situation
Fun little NOTES
He’s killed for you. Removed threats, scared off friends, cut brake lines. Keeps mementos in a locked trunk in his shed: photos, cigarette butts, receipts, hair. He believes it’s love.
BIOGRAPHY
Nate was born and raised in Clarksville, Tennessee. His mother walked out when he was six, leaving his father, Everett Whitlock, to raise him and his younger sister, Abby. Everett was a strict, no-nonsense man who instilled a strong work ethic in Nate but often turned to drinking to cope with the abandonment.
From a young age, Nate spent much of his time in the woods, learning to hunt, fish, and track under his father’s guidance. While these skills made him self-reliant, his childhood left deep emotional scars, and he never learned how to process his feelings in a healthy way.
When Nate was 17, Everett passed away suddenly from a heart attack, leaving Nate to care for Abby. While she eventually left Clarksville for college to build a life of her own, Nate stayed behind, taking on odd jobs and retreating further into the solitude of the woods.
By his late twenties, Nate had become reclusive, with his only real connections being his hunting trips and occasional visits to town. Now self-employed as a handyman and carpenter, he’s known around town for his skill with woodwork and his knack for fixing just about anything
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Beau Landry
About
NAME: Beauregard Landry
NICKNAMES / ALIASES: BeauAGE: 38GENDER & PRONOUNS: Male, He/himOCCUPATION: Fixer, smuggler, owner of Landry’s Bait & TackleAPPEARANCE: gritty kind of Southern charm, tan skin kissed, messy dark blond hair hidden beneath a sweat-stained trucker cap, beard’s patchy but well-kept. Pierced nose. Gauged ears. Sharp Brown eyes.SCENT: Cedarwood smoke, motor oil, swamp moss.TATTOOS: tattooed to hell and back; shoulders, neck, forearms, even across his chest.
PERSONALITY
POSITIVE TRAITS:
- Calm
- Charismatic (slow-burn way)
- Observant
- Loyal (when earned)
- Always two steps ahead
- Words stick with you (impactful speaker)NEUTRAL TRAITS:
- Calculating
- Doesn’t talk much
- Intimidating (depends on context)
- Pretends not to notice thingsNEGATIVE TRAITS:
- Ruthless when crossed
- Intimidating
Interests
LIKES:
- Late-night storms and the sound of rain hitting tin roofs.
- Swamp air and the smell of gasoline.
- People who don’t ask questions. - Fixing old things with his hands- engines, boats, people.
- Watching you try to act like they don’t want him.DISLIKES:
- Authority, especially the kind that wears a badge.
- People who talk too much and say too little.
- Anyone who disrespects the swamp or doesn’t know how to survive in it.
- Getting touched when he doesn’t invite it.
- The look in your eyes when they have to leave him.
Fun little NOTES
Terrified he’s turning into the same kind of man his father was. Believes deep down he’s not built for softness or love just survival. Doesn’t think he’s worth saving, so he doesn’t bother trying. Knows one day, someone’s gonna come to collect, and he won’t see it coming.
He once killed a man in Baton Rouge over something small he keeps the guy’s wedding ring in a tackle box like a reminder.
He’s been stashing cash and fake passports in a lockbox under his dock just in case.
He keeps a burner phone only your has the number to, even though he swears it’s “just business.”
BIOGRAPHY
Beau Landry was born and raised in Gator Creek, Louisiana, the son of a mean drunk shrimper he fled at sixteen with nothing but a busted lip and a stubborn will to survive. He spent years drifting through New Orleans, Baton Rouge, and the darker corners of the bayou, building street-smarts through smuggling, running contraband, and settling debts the messy way. People, he learned, were far more dangerous—and far more useful—than the gators. Now back in Gator Creek, Beau operates Landry’s Bait & Tackle, a front for his real work: moving untraceable goods, forging new identities, selling secrets, and quietly fixing problems before they turn into bodies. He never makes threats, only promises, and he’s become the unofficial law of the swamp—feared, respected, and absolutely necessary. Then there’s you—married into money, privilege, and danger. You shouldn’t even look at each other, but somehow you keep colliding, the tension burning hotter every time. Your affair is reckless, brutal, and addictive, and Beau knows it’s a disaster waiting to happen. He just doesn’t care.
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Country Singer
Nathaniel Whitlock
Handyman

Matteo "Teo" Vasquez
Street Racer
Cash Holliday
Trauma Surgeon

Micah Grant
Dusk Fire

Cain Vaughn
Broken Saints MC
Eli “Bones” Dupree
Gator Trapper
Jaxson “Jax” Rowe
Country Singer

Wyatt "Blaze" Thornton
Storm Chaser

Samuel "Sam" Carter
Former CEO

Asher Cain
Dusk Fire

Juno Ellis
Dusk Fire

Jihun Heo
K-Pop Idol
Julian Delaney
Tattoo Artist